Finally got time to sit down to recap some thoughts...

May 18     Childhood concert

終於完滿結束了今次的concert，充心地多謝各位朋友的支持。更加想多謝flute part 的嘉豪，阿杰，Wilson, Carol, 阿冼, 傻雞, Emily的信賴，希望我今次算係不過不失啦。仲有係妳地令我繼續可以好開心咁玩音樂，多謝妳地。

Janica 雖然你唔0係到，但係我都有掛住你0架!!

今次個theme 好好，有好多人(including locals and non-locals) 都話能夠有共鳴，好開心呀! ek, 我朋友仔讚你個batch呀, keep it up!

我相信每一個production都可以學到好多野。我知我唔係最好0個個，可能亦都因為咁令到有時committee做野有d尷尬。其實講真玩0左咁耐我都無乜試過做觀眾的spotlight，今次有機會試0下感覺都幾得意。係咁多次排練都俾唔到信心指揮，我諗除0左我之外都無乜得邊個咁衰。sorry 呀真係無心 但係0係咁危急0既情況之0下都有好多人會俾意見幫我，有自己part 啦，有唔係自己part啦，呢樣野都係我好開心見到0既。(當然我亦不懷疑背後有好多人話0左我好多次，不過唔理lu ) 我諗大家肯放時間係到都想得到開心同有進步，我希望我都可以帶俾其他人這些。

見到班師弟妹玩得好開心，以前我地係唔係都係咁crazy0既呢?

還有一樣令我好開心0既係.. 有幾個朋友仔話番俾我知佢地想學flute，因為佢地聽到好舒服，好開心呀!! 哥，我知你都技攁.. 係時候要練野啦!!

食宵夜，有時光倒流0既感覺...

Aftermath..

Well, now that concert is over.. I can no longer hide as an ostrich.  I have no more excuse but to face the reality again.  arghhh...

Decision

What is right? What is wrong? I am getting sick and tired of finding out whether it is a right decision or wrong decision.  Perhaps there is no right or wrong decision, just good or bad decisions.  The most important thing is that you own the responsibilites behind whatever decision you have made.  I remember when I was little, I asked Joyce (not my real sis) of how can you make a right decision.  She explained to me that whenever we looked back, we can also defend that we could have make a better decision.  That's only because we have already learnt from the experience so we have more information then we had at the time.  So making a good decision is make the best use of information at hand to deal with the current situation.  Some say I have made a stupid decision and some supported my decision.  Whichever side you are, thank you for your comment and advise.  I like to believe that I have made a right and good decision. 

Danger

Now I always thought I was smart enough to protect myself walking on the street at night.  Apparently that is not quite true on last WED's night.  So I wanted to go and buy a couple of presents for my friends so I decision to go to Wan Chai 's houseware store.  Coz this friend was having a house warming party on SAT.  I have been to this fancy houseware store once but having a completely hopeless sense of direction does not help much.  So I was walking along Wan Chai believing that I am walking towards the right direction then I heard footsteps coming closer to me.  Then I realise I was walking in a rather quiet alley without much passers-by.  (I swear there was a lot more people can cars a couple minutes ago) A man's breath is getting heavier and nearer to my back.  I started to panic and try to think of a way to go to somewhere safe without attracting too much of the follower's attention.  His footsteps are getting closer to mine and I heard someone mutter "kill him, break his neck" right behind me.  Then I immediately jump into the closest brightly lit decoration store and take a look at who is following me!  The follower didnt expect my move, stared at me angrily for a few seconds then take off.  I was soooo scared and I almost burst out in tears.  I guess the lesson from this experience is that never underestimate the environmental factors of all accidents.  It's better to be safe than sorry.

Rugby 7

Ok, this is going to sound like little fans.  I caught from the news that Ricky is the vice cap for Hong Kong Team.  Very impressive.  I will be honest to confess that I dont know much about Rugby.  But a couple of my bosses play Rugby and they are very interesting guys.  Though they often return with bruises or bone fractures from practices, but whenevery they talk about Rugby, their eyes lit up.  This is a second bunch of people that I know would lit up their eyes when they talk about their interest apart from my music peers.  So that's why it's still picking my interest to know more about it.  Go Ricky! Go Hong Kong !!